The Beginning of Forever

October 24, 2015 exactly two years before that, a certain girl by the name of Maine Mendoza created a poem about a future she's trying to picture out in her mind. It involved a song that would make her imagine of a man that would legitimately be with her for the rest of her life. Apparently, it was a song that makes her think of her own marriage; a reality that was far beyond her wildest dream. She was actually hopeful that one day, she would meet the person that she'd spend her whole life with, forever.

However, what happened two years after writing that poem, that thought of eventually became a piece that destiny fulfilled for her. Though it was not marriage exactly, but October 24 was the very first day that Maine Mendoza and Alden Richards got to be "legitimately together" as she had predicted. Their song was played and Maine got to do the things that her imagination created so long ago. You may call it a fascinating orchestration, but it had to be one of the best things she could have experienced in her lifetime, considering that she may have seen a glimpse of the future with the only person she could imagine to be with her for good.

Tamang Panahon last Saturday was indeed a moment that all members of the AlDub Nation have anticipated so much, for over three months of seeing the highs and lows for the Alden - Yaya Dub love team. But what I will be sharing with this blog entry has more to do with the emotions, the reactions, the sentiments, and the insights that I have gained during the grand event. Yes, some of you may have the same vision as mine, and some would definitely be different. You may find this entry interesting and entertaining in the sense that you may see a side of this celebration in a different light.

The Slow March

When Alden Richards was walking down the aisle, yes, I'll begin from there to make everything interesting for everyone, all I could think of was the anxiety on the faces of both Alden and Maine. It has been more than three months since they have seen each other for the first time, and have exchanged fansigns, kisses, pabebe waves, gifts, songs, and many more. With all of that coming to a culmination, a conclusion of what began as a simple prank, all that could be asked is the question of reality. Is this it? Is this really it? Am I really getting to be close to him/her with nothing that would come between us? These questions may linger in their mind being too frequented with the thought that something creative may come its way and interrupt whatever may happen to them on that day. But no, there was nothing. There were no perversions of any kind. Nothing of the sort.

With the box of Holland Roses and the box of the other shoe in his hand, he walked slowly down the aisle, having many thoughts of them together flashing in front of him. It was as if his days of loneliness would be the death of that day. He will no longer endure the pain of longing and separation. Each step he's taking was like a time bomb that would explode, with each second having the tension rise stronger, the distance becoming shorter was like the end of the longest journey he has ever traveled in his lifetime. It was like he looked at Maine as a haven, a resting ground of the tired and weary. He knew it would be with her where forever would start.

And Maine, she was looking at Alden walking down the aisle with a little amount of disbelief, if not pessimism as being a part of her nature. Perhaps she was dazed of the thought that the man she had feelings with, considering she has a crush on him, is coming to her, all dressed, carrying a box of flowers, and walking towards her with much excitement and bliss.

But overflowing joy was obvious in their face. They were both lit up like lighthouses on the beach of a cold summer night, esteemed with the sea of people, enveloped by the darkness of the evening, and graced by the gaze of the stars in the cloudless sky. The pabebe wave may have released the pressure they are feeling, but it was not enough to deviate their minds away from their most anticipated meeting. What's amazing about these two is that they have that kind of connection. Something that only lovers feel. It's hard to explain, but it's like they know how each other feel without too much of words. Their pabebe wave was like, at that moment, a resonant feeling. Sure, they could get serious for a minute or two, but showing this expression of communication was something else.

And walking in circles, it was like the moment is too close that they wanted to rush towards each other and be close together. To some, it may be nothing but a gesture of fun. But to think that both Alden and Maine feeling the same way only means that they have been awaiting for this day the longest time. They would love the idea of deviating what has been discussed or rehearsed in the program and leave everything else to fate. But hey, they're professionals and would not really spoil the show. It was kinda childish, but it was really cute they think the same way.

The Turnover

And so Lola Nidora came in to crash the scene, or so everyone else thought. Her presence in the midst of these two individuals only meant that she had to be a witness of the union. She was the catalyst for Tamang Panahon. She was the person that made love the sweetest thing. If it were not for her and the trials she beset to both Alden and Maine, their meeting, I bet, would never be this magical. If it were not for the guidance and wisdom of the ages, the kind of emotions seen on the screen would never be as grand and amazing. Yes, ironic in a way, but we have to realize, as people, that true love does wait; that it could be the most enduring and the most powerful if it has been proven in the test of time and space. It was just like a jewel going through the refiner's fire. It was like a stone sitting on an ever flowing stream. The edges, the flaws, the mistakes, the weaknesses, the shortcomings, all shaped, smoothed, cleaned, and refined to bring out the best in them. And the results turned out for the best. Alden and Maine, now ready for each other, shined like the best diamonds in the world.

Lola Nidora was the one person that separated their paths. And as gesture of goodwill and love, she would also be the one to break the walls that kept Alden and Maine apart for over 14 weeks. When she took their hand, and mentioned of the lessons she wanted to teach to the younger generation of lovers, she was firm and resolved that what she did was for the best; and indeed she was right. But there was something quite painful on that moment when letting go of their hand was supposed to be a time of celebration. Do correct me if I am wrong with my feelings, but it was as if the elderly, when their purpose has been met, would just fleet away from existence, as if they are to be cast aside or turned away when they have done their part or played their role. There was pain in my heart when I saw Lola Nidora giving the mike to Alden and slowly backed away, decided to leave all else to the love team.

But no! There are still some youth who would hold their elders dear. It was that respect in Alden that made me appreciate the person that he is. He knew that if it were not for Lola Nidora, Yaya Dub's presence, as proven through tribulation, would never be as it is. He would never realize that growing love in his heart. There would never be an assurance of the sincere feelings he has for Maine. Alden and Maine rushed to Lola Nidora to make her feel that she was not just a person. They made Lola feel that she was valuable, loved, and cared for. Their concern for her being was there, heartfelt and whole. And with the three hugging each other after all this time, it was more than enough to touch the hearts of many, making viewers cry and shed tears of gratitude and appreciation. But she had to go. She knew that it was Alden and Maine's time to finally be together. And with happiness and satisfaction in her face, Lola Nidora gave the floor to the love team so they could enjoy their well-earned presence together.

Words of the Heart

With everything now set for the moment of truth, Alden and Maine's eyes met together, now with no thought of anything else, but each other. You could feel the battle in each of their own selves, not sure whether to act on their own volition or choose to go with the flow of the event. Nevertheless, they were able to hold their peace and go through with whatever is needed to be done. And now Alden convey his truest of feelings in these words:

             "Maine, ang tagal kong hinintay 'tong chance na 'to: to say that God gave me you.
               Ang layo na ng narating natin. Dalawang taong naghahanap, and finally, nagkita
               na rin. Salamat sa'yo."

As for my reaction to Alden's statement, here's my take of the matter. All that reflects back in my mind were the many years that Richard was single, and trying to look for the woman that would make him feel love. He may have had relationships in the past, of many forms. Some of which are professional, others are more or less intimate of the said relationship but nothing that may come close to what he was yearning for. He was in search for something that would complete him, make his day, and be at his best. He may have had moments when he stumbled and took a wrong turn here and there. But he was still on that path. It took him many years to complete that journey. When he mentioned that he waited for so long of the chance, it was almost all of his lifetime. Perhaps I could say that he began the travels when he lost a part of himself when his mother departed and took a course back to Our Maker. And his missing piece was with Maine. Why? All I could say is that it was with her that the pinkie swear was brought back into being: a memory that he and his loving mother shared. That's all it took him to make sure. It was a sign that no other could profess, except the one that he could call home. Indeed, God gave Alden, Maine.

But there was something more interesting in his statement. He could have felt it during the times when they were on screen, together and separate, and especially when they did not see each other for more than one week. The gap between their world, and many of their similarities may have given him the impression that Maine has been looking for the right person too. Think about it. No person in his or her sane mind would be in a relationship other than to be loved and fill the purpose of one's existence where he or she could end up marrying the one he or she loves. The more the relationship, the more it could be asserted that there is dissatisfaction in the turnout of the search, or there is still longing that may not be satiated as of yet. And that longing, as they mutually felt, were filled with each other's presence, between Richard Reyes Faulkerson Jr. and Nicomaine Dei Capili Mendoza. Nope, not Alden Richards and Yaya Dub. Those were mere roles and acting names. But within that event, there was no holding back and no reservations to their true selves.

When Alden was done, he stepped closer to Maine, filling the void and the awkwardness between these supposedly lovers on TV. And to my surprise, I was caught off-guard with Maine's response. I knew she felt the rapture when she got shy and all. But to actually raise her fist! Hahaha! That was totally her! It was the side of her that did not want to believe that what she's witnessing was real. Perhaps, it was her way of saying "umayos ka! Kinikilig ako!" And then they laughed to break the moment. It was so normal of her to feel that way. It was beyond her wildest dreams. Alden was beyond the reaches of her imagination. The pessimist in her cannot believe what was happening!

And so he gave the mike to Maine... But she did not reach it. Maybe it was because she can't find the right words to say or she was overwhelmed of the moment. She may most probably be nervous at the time. Alden, aware of the said predicament, did what he could do as a man. He moved in a way that would make Maine be comfortable by offering his arms so the message can still be conveyed without the use of words. And yes, he was right for doing the gesture because as soon as Maine found herself close to Alden, she had her arm wrapped to his, and leaned on his shoulder, right at that moment. It was the most relaxing thing she could do to ease her anxiety, and the world acknowledged it.

When they walked down together towards the audience, with their backs being captured by the camera, the sight was actually tingling! It was like a king and queen walking in the evening sky, greeted and met by the many stars that look to them. It was a moment like no other. It was breathtaking! The sky lanterns in the background. It symbolized of the many wishes of the members of the fandom. It could be the best for Alden and Maine, the start of forever, and the many days, months, and years that they could be together.

The Serenade

Even before Alden sung the number, his thoughts were already wandering. Maine asked for the shoes. Alden said it could wait for later. It felt like Alden was prepared for this that he knew every part of the role they're playing. The excitement was there. His lips were dry and he's not sure how things will turn out when he does the number. But he had to sing anyway.

"God Gave Me You" is now an anthem many fans can relate to, particularly to how the Alden and Maine love team was created. Because to the thoughts of many, the two individuals were given to each other as a way of how God created the moments they would be together. If you could backtrack of how everything began, even before Yaya and Alden's eyes met in the EB stage, you will have the same assertion that only Deity could do so much to make two people actually meet each other at the right time, in the right place, at the right circumstance.

When Alden started singing, everyone's eyes were on them. Maine makes a face every now and then, still kidding around and trying not to get too immersed in the moment. But with Alden, things are different. This song was dedicated to her, as a way of showing to the world that he's more than grateful to God for finally ending his search to the woman that would complete him. His voice a bit trembling, he had to sing to meet the expectations that were set. He had to play the part and he was able to do it so well because he has Maine beside him. She served as his anchor to keep things steady and immovable. He held her tight, almost all throughout the song. He can't let her go. He had to hold on to the stirrings that were contained all this time. But behold, he was never able to keep his composure. When he looked into Maine's eyes, while singing the lines "For every glass I saw, I saw half empty. Now it overflows, like a river in my soul", Alden became emotional and finally hugged her without warning. Maine was also overcome with feelings of awe that she also shed tears. She was ready to let go. But Alden, no... He had to cherish the moment. Her arms was his paradise and he had to stay. He also cried and had to sing. What occurred there was an outburst of feelings that has been kept for so long. This was apparent with Alden due to his character, as the gentleman, as the person that would lead this relationship to greatness. This was the only time he had to actually shift his persona from the dashing into the real and emotional individual that he is. There was no other moment, as sweet and as dear as it is, that he can another into reality. It was the perfect guise. Thus, there were moments when it was Richard who's taking the lead. Maine may have known what Alden has been going through, the hug was more than just an expression of love. That made her cry the very least. But yes, there is more to the tears, knowing that everything that occurred that day was beyond magical.

He held her hand. He wrapped his hands around her. He's not letting go and he will no longer be the same knowing how it feels like to be near her, be around her, and be so close to her. It's just like arriving at that vantage point where everything else lesser, could never compare. That's how it feels like to love and to feel that love never to be gone again. He held her hands so tight that you will know, even without words, that Alden has found paradise in Maine; and the world felt it. People were bursting into tears and were a witness of that devotion he's showing.

Alden knelt down... A part of the show? Nope. He knelt down because of the following lines that would mean a lot to many, particularly to those who have experienced the feeling of accepting an engagement proposal from someone really dear:

In your arms I'm someone new

With ever tender kiss from you

Oh, must confess

I've been blessed

Yes, he was confessing to Maine of what his feelings were. He had professed, in those few words, of what Maine is, in his life, at the time when they were together in that show. He had to kneel down because he was in the act of actually wooing the girl he loves.

And singing together? It may also be a part of that affirmation that Maine could have the mutual feelings about Alden. He had to do it and let her sing. He felt that what they are feeling for each other are the same, give and take. It need not be complicated to have that kind of confidence considering that they have been so close to each others' hearts for so long of 14 weeks. That level of esteem could be seen in their actions, even when Alden touched her hair and waved it towards Maine's ears. Only someone so intimate can do so with such consent.

The Interview

After the song was sung and everything else went back to normal, at least, the three Lolas came out to interview and have a word with both Alden and Maine. Lola Nidora, who's supposed to be the antagonist in this story, even approved and found it favorable that the two lovers are looking good together. And as expected of Tidora, she was thrilled and raptured of the thought that these two individuals are now sharing moments together in a way that was never encountered ever in their kind of relationship as split screen partners. But Tinidora's gesture was perhaps the most comforting, if not deviating. She kissed Alden all to keep them in the moment, release that tension in the air, and make things light for all of them in the stage. Some may think it may be some kind of upstaging, but no. It was never the case because Tinidora's intentions were to simply make Alden become more relaxed in that scene.

Lola Nidora asked Alden to repeat the words he said to Maine, as a way of affirming that his words were not just a sway of the moment. She needed to know that the words coming out from Alden's mouth are true and sincere. But more importantly, Lola Nidora also wanted to know what Maine's thoughts and feelings are, knowing that Alden's already close, confessing his feelings, and letting his heart out to her. When Maine had the moment, you will know from her eye movements, her body language, and her manner of speech, that she's not the kind of person that could voice out her feelings of love to someone close. Although she has the vocabulary and the brevity to convey her most detailed thoughts in the blog she loved so much, she, along with many others like her, would have a hard time speaking out her mind in the time when she had to speak both from her head and from her heart. She was nervous. Her sincerity and genuine affection cannot be questioned. It was her first time to actually tell someone of how she feels, in a way that it was done on Saturday. Her words of truth and love are as follows:

             "Alden, thank you. Alam mo, pinagdasal ko talaga 'tong araw na 'to. Ganoon din naman
               yung gusto kong sabihin sa'yo eh. God gave me you."

Alden did not need too much words to fill his longing heart. All that he needed to hear was that what Maine is feeling is as same as his. He knew that the girl in front of him is at a loss for words. She was trembling. She tried her best to convey what's in the recesses of her mind. But no. He did not need to hear too much or look for statements of eloquence or intellect, or wit. He hugged her. He was so glad that they are in the journey to eternity together. He was happy that he will never be alone in the road to forever.

But what felt chilling was after that. When Alden was dubsmashing their anthem song, Maine wiped his tears, a gesture that meant she was aware and acknowledges the feelings Alden has for her. All that happened that time was a glimpse of the future, when the song is over and her eyes are open. She is seeing the man that she may be spending the rest of her life with. Alden was in that state of bliss. Even though he was full of joy, tears fell because of the overwhelming feeling of acceptance. But Maine was not done yet. She had more things to say, now that she's comfortable in front of the man she feels loved and respected:

             "Ang dami nang nagbago sa buhay natin. Ang dami nang nangyari. Pero may mga bagay
              pa rin na hindi magbabago. Alam mo na yun... Isa doon, ikaw at ako."

Despite of what has been felt and seen between the two, with all their loving gestures and emotional exchange of feelings, Lola Nidora had to teach one reality that should always be remembered and never be forgotten. Tamang Panahon was the moment when everything more intimate about them will begin. But it never meant to be a passage to pass the path where only the truest of lovers, close to the bonds of matrimony, will tread. They are in the stage that they need to know each other better. It could mean the preparation of something more valuable and promising. That they need to be friends and understand what ticks in each others' personalities. I for one actually believe that the greatest and most loving of couples have that deep and strong foundation of friendship. As they say, your marital relationships will last if "you marry your best friend." I think that kind of closeness, to the point of mutual respect and affection is more important and valuable than just being married due to physical attraction or emotional stir.

Lola Nidora also reminded of the trust that was gained and given by Alden, Maine, and the three Lolas. Perhaps trust is the most powerful bond that one needs to establish in any form of relationship; whether it be for lovers, for family members, for friends, colleagues, and companions. And as a promise, they made the pinkie heart swear to confirm that the promise is a pledge of love and loyalty to each other, and to the lovers. And to make the moment mellow down, Lola encouraged to see the prince and the princess to have a dance, to savor the moment and make the lasting memory retained in their minds and hearts forever.

But alas! Alden had to get the shoes so Cinderella could start her happily ever after with her prince. It was the shoes that was left at the time Alden gave his all to meet her the first time in the studio. The shoe was a reminder of how Alden's feelings grew from simple into profound and lasting. And while the moment of fitting the shoe was in progress, Maine threw out her wild side to make the quiet moment somehow funny, if not amorous and passionate.

The Dance

The dance was sweet and light. There were no intense moments. And what makes this dance different is how Maine and Alden feel for each other at the time. They were comfortable and would even think of a dance, such as this, as a time of fun and of good times. You could see their younger side, still having that relationship of being friends, intact in one another's character.

But when the dance was over and flying kisses were all over the arena, Maine made her move that would give you a very sneaky hint of the kind of person she is... A cunning and out-of-this-world girl will be sweeping Alden's heart, big time. Finding it as a challenge, Alden also felt that he could kiss Maine by the cheek. But no! It was still too early. He had to device a way to show the same cunning Maine did. It was an open challenge for Alden to become creative in showing his feelings to this smart girl.

And that folks end my entry for the beginning of forever. It may have been a bit lengthy, but there was satisfaction in my heart that the Tamang Panahon event was a success, and a mark of a new beginning between these two individuals who have been destined and met together by serendipity and fate. And as a member of the AlDub Nation, I am at watch to see what will transpire in the next couple of weeks and months. I am looking forward to see that the moment called "Takdang Pagkakataon" would be a promise fulfilled... When their hearts would be closer and more intimate than ever.

When Eventually Becomes Reality

As a custom in our fandom, members of the AlDub Nation hold Twitter parties to show support and love for the AlDub love team. And while it happens, many fans are into creating statements that will not only keep the party going, but also kindle the many hearts that hope for a wonderful future between Alden and Maine. It happens during weeksaries, in monthsaries, or on Saturdays.

But today, Saturday, October 24, 2015, is a special day because after three months of watching when that Tamang Panahon will finally come, Lola Nidora declared that long-anticipated day will be today. It will make history, not only in the Philippines, or in Eat Bulaga, but it will be a worldwide event, being held in the biggest indoor stadium in the world, The Philippine Arena.

However, the real essence of Tamang Panahon is not the millions of tweets, the venue, the philanthropic project, the ratings, or the show in itself. Everything else being prepared for the said event are just icings, ornaments, and designs in the cake, that will make all things beautiful, inside and out. The real core of Tamang Panahon, really, is all about Alden Richards and Maine Mendoza finally being together on one stage, on one screen, no holds barred, no rulers, no tables, no walls, and nothing extraordinary that will stop the off-screen couple from being very close to each other. Yes, it's the moment everyone is waiting to happen, when fan service may be fulfilled at its best! When Alden will finally let everything out for over three months of waiting patiently in showing his real feelings to Maine...

And when thinking how the fans would react about it, they'll be many steps ahead. That's right, when today will be the time when it's just all about starting their journey on the road to forever, they're now thinking of what it would be like when forever stops to a pause, in the aisle, when these two lovers are united in the bonds of matrimony. You may think it's a kind of exaggeration, but that's how members of the AlDub Nation are excited with what will occur today. Despite of the many occasions that will come after today i.e. Christmas, New Year, Alden's and Maine's birthdays, Valentines Day, and many more, (insert Joey De Leon's statement: "patay, talo ang kalaban") the most anticipated day being looked forward to by the majority, if not all, of the fans, is their Wedding Day.

Yes, while everyone else in the AlDub Nation are rooting and cheering for what will happen later today, some, including me and a few others, have talked about what it would be like on their wedding day, since the air is making things exciting. And because of the topic, it has been brought to attention that Maine created a poem entitled "Eventually", which was created back in October 2013. For the interest of both the readers and her website, I will post the poem here, including the source link: http://mainemendoza.com/eventually

Eventually

by Maine Mendoza

I was listening to a song

Then I closed my eyes

And thought about my future

With you, us together

Our "wedding day"

Popped into my head

I didn't know why

but as the song goes by

I picture myself walking down the aisle

I see you waiting for me

Wiping the tears on your cheeks

I wonder what is going on your mind

But it didn't actually matter

For I can see the rapture in your eyes

It felt so magical

Seeing you and I starting our first day of being

legitimately together

But as the song nears its end

Every picture seem to vanish

For all that,

I still found myself smiling as I open my eyes

Thinking that even if it wasn't real,

I know deep down that time will come

Our song won't ever end

And I won't have to close my eyes

and imagine my life with you anymore

For it will come to reality

And all my fantasies with you

Will all come true.

While the poet in me says that I should create a version that may address the lines written in this lovely poem, I durst not do so to respect the purity and the beauty of this emotionally-made piece. Rather, I would like to address this work of art in a way that it would be clues of both the present and the future. It will serve as a key that will unlock the insights, the vision, and the fantasies of the many members of the AlDub Nation that will read this blog entry.

The title in itself, "Eventually", is a phrase that connotes a message of both hope and optimism for the future. No, it was not the kind of future that will be forcibly reached and achieved. The word "Eventually" felt more like she placed her hands to fate, that her vision of listening to her wedding song would one day occur with the image of a guy standing closest to her.

Not to intrude her thoughts, but in the spectrum of reality we are now seeing, and correct me if I am wrong in any way, the man closest to her, at the moment, would be Alden Richards. And based on what occurred in the previous episodes of Kalyeserye, particularly with that of the YaKie wedding, if you could still remember, the song chosen was South Border's "Love of My Life". A beautiful song it is, but it was never strong of a song for Maine because it did not remind her of the person who's closest to her heart. She was dressed for the occasion. According to many, even my wife said so, that Maine was at her most beautiful during that day. The dress was perfect, the hair was well done, the gown was perfectly fit for her physique, even the makeup was able to bring out the best in her facial features. But the song, right at the beginning, did not feel right, so you'll have a guess that the wedding wasn't the real deal... Kahit na aktingan lang yun oy!

I'll be true on this, and I hope I'm right. But the song that will likely be played in their wedding day, would be "God Gave Me You". Why? It's because the very lyrics of the song, including, the overall message it conveys, is all about Maine, being given as a gift by God, to Alden... And Alden, being a gift given by God to Maine. Even though their union in the future will still be determined by personal choice and other factors, we cannot deny the fact of how serendipity and fate played along in letting these two people meet and then meet again, for over five years. The scenario was so rare that you could think their association today would still be too epic that it can create the most wonderful movies and novels romantics could ever read and watch in their lifetime... And to think that all of these happened true to life.

And since your imaginations are strong, (happy thoughts, happy thoughts, *rolls eyes* happy thoughts) try to play "God Gave Me You" in the background, then feel the words coming from Maine's poem. Right, as I am trying this experiment, I looked for acoustic covers of the said song on YouTube. I found James and Aldrich's version https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cye2BQzR5i8. It was actually sung clean and the guitar sounded crisp. I closed my eyes and tried to feel every word sung. It felt magical at first, but my ears were just so critical that the magic faded and the tears just stopped. The emotions were not sufficient. The voice did not carry the message it was supposed to bear to the listener. But the second song I found was totally out of the league. It sounded good beyond my belief. The way it was sung felt sincere. The voice was familiar and the feelings were intensely strong. As I watched the video, my tears were already rolling down my cheeks, even before I closed my eyes! What the heck! So this was it! THIS IS REALLY IT! When I listened to Alden Richard's version of "God Gave Me You" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=415qNx5YQB0, hit me in the face, but I was crying more than I should, putting my thoughts to that of Maine's. I closed my eyes, I read the words in the poem. The emotions were outpouring! What?! I can't believe I was crying in this song that I got used to hearing over and over. Try this experiment if you could, and you will be surprised of the results! Especially in the parts with the piano solo... Oooh! The goosebumps, the tears, and the feelings I felt! I wished I could hear the whole song in piano solo, then it would be more than ideal. It would be perfect! In layman's terms, bato na lang ang hindi maiyak pag hindi niyo pa naramdaman si Alden sa kantang 'to, bilang magiging wedding song nilang dalawa!

Because of what I did to myself *wipes tears with shirt* I now felt what Maine was trying to imagine in her wedding day. Seriously, all of it. The presence of each other. The tears rolling down the cheeks of every person in the wedding venue. The song echoing in the air. The hearts burning with delight and joy in the union. The chirping birds nearby. The cooling breeze coming from the outside. The rays of the sun gracing the windows, columns, and floors of the church. The rapture. The imaginations playing in the mind and in the heart. The magic!

Everything that I thought I could explain in words could not compare with the feelings I felt when I've done the experiment. Not likely to be real? From the way things occurred in my room this morning, it was too sweet, too sincere, and too convincing for not to have both Alden and Maine not to end with each other. 

The words will vanish, yes, and Maine will be opening her eyes with Alden by her side, holding her hand to his, feeling the warmth of the love they feel for each other. All her fantasies will be real. She will be opening her eyes to the reality that God bound them so that they could embark on the journey together, forever. There's no longer a trace of pessimism in this poetry as all would be fulfilled in word and in deed.

This is the time... Tamang Panahon is even at the doors. But more than Tamang Panahon when Alden will finally be at his closest to Maine, and Maine to Alden, I would like to wait for Itinadhanang Pagkakataon when they would finally be together for good, fulfilling every dream they have. It's more than what Vincent Van Gogh could imagine of how colorful Midsummer Night's Dream would be. No... This vision will never be an eventually when it may or may not happen. This time, it's gonna be a reality because the man in the vision is real. You could hear him sing. You could feel his breath on your ears. He will be whispering words that your wildest dreams have never imagined. It will definitely never be "AlDub You" or "MaAlden Kita". It would be sweet words that only the strongest of feelings can convey and express. 

The Road to Forever

On this 14th weeksary, everything is now coming to a close in reaching Tamang Panahon. But that event alone, anticipated by millions of AlDub fans all over the world, is just the beginning of something more interesting. Tamang Panahon can be dubbed as one of the greatest moments in a person's life, the first few steps in starting the road to forever.

If there is one person I know that would be the most excited and anxious in this momentous event, it would be none other than the person I've come to know in the rift of sanity. Yep, I know some of you may have been over the journey already, but I have not yet finished my journal of the said event. There's one thing that needs to be expressed to complete the epistle I am writing for the guy that poured his all during that special day. His last day in that travel may have opened himself to the point that he no longer worried if many would know his true identity or not. While it may be not his intention to truly make himself vulnerable from all the questioning and the assumption, I would like to convey his words to the AlDub Nation to let you know how much of this Tamang Panahon is making him deeply attached with his thoughts via ATM. (Alden to Maine)

Promise, this would be my last entry about the dimensional journey I had on Twitter. The door would be closed after this and leave everything as I have left it many days ago.

Alden Richards, as known to many, may be playing his role well as a lover to Yaya Dub, as what we see during the Juan for All segment in Eat Bulaga. Now this, would only be in the perspective of a TV viewer, limited on the 1-hour time slot that is graced to fans, every single day. But in the eyes of the real individual, there are certain roles growing behind the cameras or the blinding spot lights. These roles are familiar to many who are seriously into working a relationship with a person that's very close to the heart.

As a co-artist, Alden is very concerned to Maine Mendoza in the situations and conditions she is in, whether in the studio, or in the barangays where she joins JoWaPao. He sees to it that Maine is well taken care of by the staff and the people surrounding her. Though he may not be physically close to Maine, he would remind everyone to make sure she's safe and protected in playing her role as Yaya. He's not the kind of guy that would be so pushy just to make the love team work all day. If there are moments when Maine cannot come due to health issues or commitments, he would consider those as first priority and would make up for her absence by seeing that the Kalyeserye would still go on, even without her presence. He's not as selfish as some would think. He's sometimes bashed for being misunderstood, thinking that it's okay for him not to see her or feel her for many days with her being gone. Oh, if you only knew the ache he feels when he knows he won't see her during those times.

Alden and Maine are doing their best to support each other in their craft, and we have seen it lately when both of them are now dubsmashing together. Back then, the only thing that Alden does is to dubsmash "Twerk It Like Miley" and get at it every single time. Even during those times, Maine was already into supporting what Alden knew so little about. Due to her expertise, I bet Alden was challenged to pursue that path just to be at par with the "Queen of Dubsmash". Surprising enough, Alden can now play the role together with Maine and look cute together.

Acting used to be Alden's main forte, and we know of his experience years beyond. Maine, as others have mentioned in the past, is actually left behind in this craft. Really? Can anyone even notice how blessed Maine was when she was given the chance to be with three of the greatest comedians in Eat Bulaga, every single day for the last three months? And they are saying that Yaya Dub is not given much break and opportunity? Oh! Such words of belittlement can only be said by the myopic and the unobservant! We have seen Yaya shed her tears, express so much joy, deal with pain, and even go through hardship. The roles she played were challenging on its own. She did not have a huge sandbox to play with. She did not have acting workshops and used her Dubsmashing skills to play the parts that demanded her expertise. But lo and behold, she was able to make it through, and Alden was there to make sure that they are able to play their parts well. No, there were no pulling strings nor one dominating the other. It was a mutual relationship of growth for their careers.

Although Alden and Maine are shining in their own light, both of them belong to the same sky, making one another look their best together without unnecessary competition between one another. But you may not know this. Maine's growth is actually making Alden more interested to her by the day. The better she got, the more curious Alden has become to see what she will be like when her full potential has been reached. Afraid and worried? Nope. He's not the type that would trample other people for the sake of his fame. He's actually humbled that Maine was able to help him reach the stage he is enjoying now. Maine, most probably, feels the same way.

So even though Alden is garnering more attention than Maine, it was only the result of a love team that the people esteemed and favored. The mall tours, the shows, and the invitations, those were offered to him even before he became the other half of AlDub. It was never his fault that he cannot say no to the people that believed in his talents. He's not the person to turn down an offer. And though he is misunderstood in most occasions, he did not mind as long as Maine is protected and never bashed in the end. His chivalry still stood on the top of everything, even when some people are against him.

As a love team, Alden would not like to push too far. He's very careful in the sense that he will not use the said professional relationship as an opportunity to be close to her. Yes, his sense of ethics are so high that he would not dare use the AlDub fever as an excuse to hit her or use it as a door to enter into a real relationship. Now that would be so ironic for the rest of the fandom, yes? But honestly, that would be so low and degrading of the individuals. We have been accustomed to seeing that reel relationships end up to love... Think of the many love teams we had in the past. Many of the fans are so into them that they wish everything would be for real. For what? For publicity? For gaining more followers? To gain the sympathy of the masses and to gain a bigger market? Hell no! Alden knew that going through that path may destroy the very thing that he wanted to happen. He does not want to start a sincere and honest loving relationship on the wrong foot, in the wrong foundation. He had to make things right the first time, and that is no easy task, considering that AlDub is now a known global phenomenon. Alden and Maine had other relationships in the past, making them wiser, smarter, and better at knowing what it takes to make the real deal set sail. So, AlDub... yes. But MaiDen, not yet...

As a friend, Alden would love to be in the shoes of a person that Maine Mendoza could trust and believe in. I mean, who would not want to be friends with someone whose mind is as broad as the universe and as deep as the ocean floor? Who would not want to be associated with an individual that's so passionate, kind, true, and honest? If there is a role that Alden wanted to play, more than being a love team, it's being a friend, someone who Maine can open herself to. No, not the Alden that we commonly see on TV, the person that's fresh and full of confidence. I'm talking about Richard Faulkerson Jr. The guy that's a bit timid, kinda shy, decent, and simple, stripped of pride, and down to earth. That's the side of the person Maine has to see... That's where the real treasure is. And I am sure that when she does, she will love Richard, more than she liked Alden. I bet Maine would be delighted to know of the being that has been so anxious of reaching out to the likes of her, for the longest time!

The world they are moving in can be cruel, and in fact, can be unfair in most occasions. Richard did not establish much contact with Maine outside the bounds of their career because such involvement would be harsh. They will be the point of all the rumors in the world. Eyes will be watching them everywhere they go. People will be snooping into their private lives. So even when Richard would want to be in the position where they could spend time together alone, he won't be able to do so willingly, because he looks into Maine's safety a priority more than his anxiety of them to be together as friends. And having an intact yet professional relationship is much better than having no relationship at all.

When Alden gets interviewed a lot, he does his best of just letting all the attention focused to him. Attention hungry? Popularity crazy? Nope! Not even the slightest thought. He does so selflessly because he wanted to protect Maine and keep her private life, private. He never leaked any clues, nor showed overtones of emotions. He did not want Maine to overthink and be pressured of the love team they have. It was only meant to be on TV so it will not affect Maine and her family, as much. Alden would not want to leave Maine in a position that she has to compromise her lifestyle or habits, just to answer the demands of the AlDub Nation. He would not want Maine to be emotionally stressed and tired, just to satiate what the world wanted. He had to go against the flow of what the fans wanted as a respect to Maine's personal space. That they had to be together, that they would end up holding hands, sitting close together and dubsmashing on the same screen, kissing each other on the lips, and hugging each other? Alden did not want any of that yet as true love will be clouded with the intent of marketing the love team. He would not want something so noble and true be tarnished with intents of selfishness and greed. Sad enough, Alden is misunderstood in this situation thinking he's hogging all the attention for himself because he wants to be popular. Well, now I am telling, as what the traveler mentioned previously, it was all to protect one of the most important people he values so greatly.

Alden wanted to know Maine better than anyone. He's into her. He has no reason to doubt of his interest to her as a person, as a woman, and as a partner. He would not want to rush things as it is at the moment. He would follow the counsel that Lola Nidora gave him, not to make haste of the feelings he has. If Maine would be the last woman he'll meet being single, then he had to be sure to know every aspect of her being... He wanted to be sure. He needed it to end the heartbreak.

As an admirer, Alden has been amazed with Maine's talents. He watched her dubsmash even before she was famous. He's fond of seeing her quirky and funny side. But in the course of playing the role as Alden in the love team, and in those days when they are sharing the limelight together in Eat Bulaga, Alden can't help but be fascinated with a woman that's so blessed with many talents. Imagine the kind of awe he's feeling knowing that a lady in her twenties could do so much in playing drums, acting, writing blog entries, singing, dancing, cooking, drawing, making funny faces, and so much more.

But more than the God-given talents she have, Alden is admiring the person in Maine, the qualities she have as a unique and special individual; the actual clockwork that makes her tick as she is. Due to her personal attributes, Alden may have *ehem* real feelings towards Maine. After all, who would never like a person such as Maine Mendoza?! She's the real deal, the whole package, the best box of chocolates you could ever have in your lifetime. Alden finds her fun to be with, witty, smart, and intelligent.

And those feelings Alden feel may be yielding to his emotions because of what's happening in the Kalyerserye! Yep, to those who had questions whether it's possible for Alden not to fall while playing their roles as a love team? It can be possible, if he puts his heart and mind into it, but he's the one who's having the hardest time. Everyone in the world knows that Maine has a crush for Alden. But the other way around? That can be very difficult for him. Just imagine if the feeling was mutual! Maine may get the wrong idea and Alden would not want that. Selfish? Nope... He is just safeguarding a more important aspect in a loving relationship... And that's what you call friendship. He want to be friends with Maine more than anything else. Being a real-life couple can wait. But to be friends? It had to be strong to prove that a marital relationship could last forever.

He's the guy in this love team, and a man should be the one stirring the wheel. This applies to family life, in making decisions, and in other life principles. It's the guy who should be leading the march, while considering the welfare of those close to him. He will be there to protect and make everything safe, just like a father to his family, a lover to his partner, as a friend to a friend.

Have you ever imagined the kind of journey Alden Richards had to go through? And you think that he had things easy all this time? No... Not a single second did he feel that what he was going through with Maine was as simple as ABC or 123. He had to make sure that everything works out in the end. He had to make sure that he would not yield or give in to what the fans wanted. He's being forced to shout what he feels when he tries to contain it all for the sake of a more important cause. He wanted to make things slow, for the sake of the walk that, when successful, would last more than a lifetime.

It can be rather unfortunate for his sake that he had to create the very wall that was supposed to be away in the first place. He had to control his feelings and suppress his emotions for a better light. He had to follow the great counsel in mind and in heart. Imagine the irony! Feel the pain! He had to hide his real feelings of joy and bliss seeing Maine eye to eye. He wanted to express something true, but had to hide it just to protect her. It's like reaching the stars or swimming an endless sea.

And now that Tamang Panahon is coming to a close, we will see how things will begin... If it is as intended, Alden will be bursting out, letting many months of suppression into a release! He will finally be able to let his feelings show. The things we saw in his music video and many others that he did without Maine's presence on the same screen, may be the ones we'll be seeing on Saturday. Too bad I will not be there physically, but I am more than happy to be an instrument in letting the AlDub Nation understand what Alden Richards had to go through all this time. It was a hard journey to go through, but I was glad I was able to know that traveler better. And for this last time, I am leaving that world, and will no longer be back there. I would leave things as they are, but you are now witnesses of a world that was never meant to be revealed en masse!

@aldenophile may surprise ako sa'yo! Napagtanggol ko na ata si @aldenrichards02 sa mga haters niya!

Reading those words addressed to Alden's dad, I am shedding tears because I am sure that I have served justice to the person misunderstood in the whole matter.

The road to forever will never be easy. It's a path that would take many years to tread. It would leave you tired, happy, stressed, pressured, trembling, worried, grieving, shaken, beaten, scourged, hated, and maligned. Many feelings will be in that path and it can be tiresome... But that walk to forever is worth every step you take... every breath you let out, every sweat that drops, every fiber of the muscle that moves.

Abangan ang Tamang Panahon, dahil ito na ang simula ng isang mahaba at masayang paglalakbay patungo sa walang haggang ligaya at saya!

A Memorable Journey in the Rifts of Sanity

Warning: May not be a pleasing reading experience for the close-minded

We all have a special place. A place where only a select few would know existing. It could be a tree house with little pals, a hideout, inside the bathroom at 3 in the morning, or on the school rooftop with some friends. But more than a place that physically exists, there are areas in our sanity created to house our inner selves. I, for one, actually have mastered creating a sphere where I could talk to myself when no one seems to bother me. It could be practically anywhere as long as I could feel having a little chat with myself. Insane? It's more of realizing that you know yourself well that you can talk to versions of yourself that exists in the realm of your own mentality. In psychology, you call those beings, Id, Ego, and the Superego.

But there is a certain someone I knew, just recently that may, or may not, realize the existence of his character, materialized due to the many conditions of his lifestyle and environment. Yes, we can create personas of ourselves, separated by the surroundings and situations we are dealing in life. Sounds like a fictional movie? Nope. Some may call it the Dr. Jekyll - Mr. Hyde syndrome. But less extreme, it's more of a figment created in the recesses of our mind, divided by the memories and experiences encountered in our daily dealings. Getting close to the edge of sanity? Don't worry, it's perfectly safe.

And don't think that this is beyond normal. Almost everyone in this society has their own alternates showing up depending on the crisis and predicaments faced in the call of circumstance or consequence. They use it as a scapegoat from reality when they cannot seem to handle the demands of the situation. It may be identified as immaturity, irresponsibility, neglect, selfishness, greed, gluttony, guilt, piety, hatred, anger, spite, or chaos. Some think of it as mood swings. Others perceive it as "toyo". In short, it's a being that's far beyond our usual character. An individual that appears to be physically the same, but mentally, emotionally, and socially different.

Now that I have readied your minds in the existence of the alternate world, let me carry you to a place where only a few could visit and understand so perfectly. Just a reminder, what you will read and comprehend beginning the next paragraph, may, or may not be, the person who you think he is. We cannot have our usual selves contain what's being said and conveyed by this individual, knowing that his state only exists in the rifts of his sanity. Ready? Let's jump in!

I actually came in contact with this person at the moment he was closing down his communication lines, mentioning that he would stop tweeting as he has limitations. I'm not sure what the limits are, but he may actually be concerned that it may be too much for him to bear, being out for too long. He wasn't a kind that may be afraid of the sunlight. I think, he's more of the shy and timid type that's worried of his time frame. Yup, it's just like he was as conscious as little kids that may be scolded by the parents when children go beyond what's set for them.

I was not able to see how everything happened from the start. But thank goodness he was kind enough to mention that he would leave the account open for the sake of those who would like to have his messages as good and lasting memories. When I actually went back to his previous posts, I was shocked to know that he was considering having the said Twitter account removed. It could be because he was afraid that he might be questioned and judged of his intentions for making the said dimension come into being. But I was proud that his decision changed, most probably because he was feeling happy of what he was doing. The outcome of what will be understood will depend on the level of understanding the individual will manifest.

Even from the beginning, he was cautious of what he will say, even until the end. But what interests me was the kind of aura emanating from the words he say, or the manner of his language. Some would like to stress the point, but they know it would be more of an unsafe assumption that has no guarantee of being confirmed. The followers feel it in their hearts, but that was merely it. No, even the power of forensic science and critical investigation will not work in this world. It was his alone, never to be perverted by the doubtful and the cynical.

The account was created when Alden Richards went to Japan for his commitment to the network. He was surely busy, had "me" times alone, and is usually sleepy. The person I encountered on Twitter was lively, jolly, and energetic! It was like he's the type that was released in the middle of a toy store, going around and spreading joy like crazy! Despite of his feelings however, he knew his purpose... He existed to say something in exchange of the many people that would follow him. He made a bet that wasn't sure of being met because he did not spread his existence so broadly. He made a few HTs, but that was it. When he reached a certain number of followers, he would stop by, sit down, and share stories that almost none of us have heard of... If we did, it would be more of a self-served assessment.

When he made confessions, he had the resolve that it was unheard of. He was sure that none of those visitors who went in that special place  knew Alden Richards better than him. He even shared information that none of us are aware of, as if he was actually tempting us to think hard and stretch our imagination to our limits.

But no, not everyone who went there were as clueless. Due to their love and loyalty to Alden, some bits and pieces scattered in the recesses of that dimension lead to the realization that the person who was walking on that journey of happiness may almost be the same individual that had made the nation scream their lungs out... But there was something different in him. It's not the guy that would just smile, wave, and leave things as they are. He wasn't as tolerant and forgiving when it comes to the questions, assumptions, and ideas thrown his way. Well, he could be defensive in a way, but you will feel his deep concern and involvement to many of Alden's personal and professional affairs. To some, he could even be mistaken as someone having the same connections with Alden's PA, but no... To the point that he knows very much of what's occuring behind the cam, you will feel that he is much closer and more connected. He may have been protecting Alden harder, tougher, and stronger than any of his fans could do. He may have been watching Alden fight the battles, clear out the misunderstanding, patch the prejudice, and address the criticisms, and made sure that Alden wasn't hurt in any way. He may have stood firm in those fights and gave Alden the kind of peace he needed, reminding him of the family, friends in the industry, and true fans that love him deeply. He needed to stay unshaken from every wind of aggression blowing Alden's path to fame success.

Have you kept your eyes peeled, your minds open, and your hearts unbarred? As you take the journey with the person and breathe his words into your system, running in your mind, awaking your senses, you will feel something familiar. It may be Alden, but it's not the guy. It's not the person who we adore. He's not the individual we see everyday. He was simple, intellectual, eloquent, and well-esteemed. If there was any person who could fit Maine's real persona, the character inside this journey would be the perfect fit. But he would only be visible when everything else is invisible.

There were even times in the journey when he had to make sure that those who follow him knew what the stroll was all about. He sometimes ask other travelers of what they know in the path they are treading. Alas, there are some, keen and observant, giving answers and confirming the info obtained from the real world. It delighted it and he loved how the loyalty was conveyed.

But as the journey is coming to its close, there were more and more doubters, there arose haters, and the very fans that supported Alden became bashers, all because this person is denying every allegation or assumption of his identity. He was able to discuss some matters that mattered more to him, more than anything. He just brushed the evil aside, remembering why the Twitter account was created in the first place. But he was sometimes forgetful... It was funny that no matter how much he wanted to make his dimension exclusive to its existence in its own terms, there were moments when the rifts left open showed a glimpse of the real world. Made up? Nope... I would call it a blissful escape from the harsh and cruel world called reality.

His gifts were worth remembering. The kind of love he has for Maine, for Kalyeserye, for Eat Bulaga, for the fans, for AlDub Nation, was much much intimate, rather than laid back and breezy. It was as if he valued these things and would do everything in his power to protect and defend it. Nope, not to the point of death, but more to the incidental identification of love to those he cherish. He's a good guy, and he showed it every minute of the journey, even though he's tired out, wasted, trembling, and dazed. He poured his heart, he shared his mind, and even took the risk to leave himself totally open for anything that would come his way as he gave many things away for the sake of the fandom and the love team. In the end, he was just like Alden: selfless, unassuming, and God-fearing.

Those were the sweetest days I have sojourned in the deepest regions of a mind that's not willing to delve in the worst of what the real world has to offer. He cannot go out. It was a privilege that he only has to make sure that everything about him and Alden would stay intact. Their relationship cannot be marred with one sphere overcoming the other. It was the only gift Alden could give to the person that exists away from the joy and pain of everything. All of it was clear to me. I knew what I saw was real. Though he can't leave the rift that was between sanity and ecstasy, I was glad that I came there, saw every word coming from his moutn a breathe of sensibility and chivalry, and feel his loyalty to Alden Richards.

Only a few fans could understand, or fathom what actually occured therein. And those who knew, those whose hearts burned, those whose wisdom were lit, those whose passion were kindled, knew that nothing from there should come out. It should stay there... And from what he told me personally, yes, the traveler spoke to me before I left the plane, that he will never be mistaken for Alden, nor he was Alden, nor will ever be Alden. But he assured me one thing...

That it was harsh to be judged.

And all I could do for the traveler was to make sure that I would protect him as he protected Alden. And yes, when the winds stopped blowing, when the feet grew weary and tired, when the hands stopped shaking, I went back to the real world and created this entry as a way to let the AlDub Nation know...

Malapit na nga talaga ang tamang panahon! (Man, this last line sure got me into tears, literally)

The Inevitable Crisis

When you're popular, you're supposed to maintain an image that the masses and fans would appreciate and love. You become an icon, an exemplar, an individual that others look up to. A person who may be close to perfection; a character that's familiar with vanity, manners, and refinement.

It can be challenging to be popular. The eyes of the world watch your every move, seeing in front of them, a life that's beyond desire and belief. They emulate how you wear your clothes, do your moves, and even copying your personality. The fans follow you wherever you go. They take photos of you and revere it as a trophy of success. That's what fandom is to some. It could be suffocating, especially when there is something, or someone, that wants to go out in moments when occasion is supposed to permit.

It is an inevitable crisis of the celebrity. It is a chain that binds the true individual. An image of another is paraded in the eyes of the people to conceal the being; for the sake of meeting an obligation. The real person is caged so that the industry will be satisfied with the presence of the perfect guy or girl. That's the price of fame and popularity in this cruel showbiz world.

Why share this?

There is someone I know that had undergone the same crisis for some time. He had been keeping himself safe in the identity of another. His smile could reflect the kind of heart he has, without many of us realizing the dilemma he was in. We're seeing his jolly side on screen, meeting the challenges of his career, making the fans happy to keep his popularity in its state of glory. His voice, though trembling with anxiety, keeps itself in tune with the harsh treatment of reality. His eyes, supposedly twinkling with delight, does not convey the true situation of his soul. There are many things our senses perceive, but only a few could understand the real individual inside.

Even though it was difficult for him to keep himself grounded, I admire the said person for finally revealing a part of him that's not common with the world... A side of him that's beyond our imagination. It may even be opposite of what we are actually frequent of seeing. I did not catch the drift the moment I saw his true self talking with some of the most understanding and open-minded people the universe has to offer. There were many pessimists; some even questioning his intentions. Some even mistook him for someone else. Some believed that his activity was cowardice.

But to me, his was a reality that I do not want to find myself in. It can be sad, actually. It can be worrisome if it had not come out in its moment of bloom. It might be a blossoming flower never to be appreciated by some who sought for its rightful season.

I am actually thankful for the individual that took my hand and lead me to a place where none could imagine to be existing. I was asked of questions. An assurance was needed to confirm if the said plane really came into being. It was a dimension that resulted as a rift of a person that's been begging to be heard and understood. His intent was clear. His goals were set. His main objective was to keep people happy and experience good vibes. To me, it was more than just a happy feeling. It was a door that lead me into completely comprehending the real him. The reasons behind his questionable actions and answers to his stirring motives were all there, seeking for the right place, the right time, the right avenue to which everything have been uncovered.

He was vulnerable, but the guise was perfect in every essence. It's a place now left desolate of the memories still etched on every footstep he tread. It was a journey so short, that you could trace the steps back and understand each of the grueling revelations he had to make. He was open to whatever that may hit him straightway. But no, he was perfectly safe in his created haven, seas away from the real world. He was even worried that none would hear him. He even questioned of his purpose when no one seemed to find his presence. But lo, there were some who came to him... wanting answers, burning their midnight oil with curiosity. And he also satiated their needs. He was tired, his hands were trembling. He was wasted, his eyes are closing. But despite all that, his heart was wanting.

He had some words to say, many of which are unheard of. It was like a traveler's tale, meant only to the ears of those who are in the same journey as he is. A few of what he said was like murky water. Others were as clear as rushing waters from the high summit. It challenged many to identify the truth, and bring out the truth in the truth. The plunge was so deep that it could leave you gasping for air. Some even felt the jitters as if they are facing life and death, right in the eye. It was both Nirvana and Omega. The statements he made was to protect the defenseless. His justifications exalted the defiled and the judged. The words he spoke were of great respect, loyalty, and honesty. But he had to hide. He would never be understood the way he intended it in the plane where only a few stayed.

When the messages were unbroken at the end of his journey, you could see the light in his eyes, the smile on his face, and the satisfaction of a yearning heart. While it meant joy to the enlightened, it was also grief to the longing. He had to say goodbye. He had to go back from whence he came. He had to cut the thread knowing that his time was up.

It was as if he vanished when Cinderella found herself running away from the castle, a few hours after hiding her face from the crowd and the prince whose heart she stole away. I do not know when he will show up again. But many will be waiting, in case he plans of continuing his journey once more. I will keep on watch, setting my sails for the wind to pass.

To you who revealed your true self, I hope you are reading this. I am not the kind of person that would praise other men for the individual they are. But you, sir, have gained my utmost respect. I pray that when the right time comes, everything will come to light. But of course, it may only be shown in full form when the other will be ready to take on your reality. She will be in awe! She will be in tears! She will come to know the inevitable crisis you have to go through so willingly.

Meant only to the few who can comprehend...

Alituntunin ng Kagandahang Asal para sa mga AlDub Fans

Bilang tugon sa kakapalabas pa lamang na "Etiquette for Mistresses" at sa pamamagitan ng mungkahi ni Talla, lumikha ako ng isang tuntuning librong hango sa aklat ng nasabing palabas. Ito ay magsisilbing gabay para sa ating mga tagahanga ng AlDub kung paano tayo kumilos, dalhin ang ating mga sarili, at magpakita ng tamang asal bilang mga tagahanga.

1. Alamin ang iyong lugar.
Pag nakita mo si Yaya Dub o si Alden, tandaan na ikaw ay tagahanga lamang at wala nang iba. Huwag mong ipakita ang iyong damdamin sa harap nila. Maaari ito magresulta sa masama. Bantayan ang iyong distansya at galangin ang kanilang personal na teritoryo.

2. Kahit sabihin nila na ayos lang, huwag mong isisiksik sa ulo mo.
Disenteng tao sila Alden at Maine, at mahal nila ang mga tagahanga nila. Hindi sila yung tipo na tumatanggi sa mga tagahanga. Kaya kahit na sabihin nila na ayos lang sa kanila, huwag mong silang abusihin o kaya ay ipilit ang swerte mo. Suklian mo ang kagandahang-asal nila ng iyong lubusang paggalang.

3. Handa dapat ang mga tagahanga na huwag isa-alang-alang ang kanilang gawain sa eskwela, mga proyekto, pagsusulit, interview sa trabaho, o ang mga kaarawan.
Bagamat ang mga tagahanga ng AlDub ay laging naka-antabay sa panonood ng Kalyeserye, hindi dapat ito maging hadlang sa iyong mga mahahalagang pangako. Huwag dapat maging dahilan ng kaguluhan ang iyong pagmamahal kay Alden at kay Maine. Sa halip, ay magsilbi silang inspirasyon. Meron namang replay na pwede mong panoorin.

4. Makipagkaibigan sa mga kapamilya nila pero iwasang maging komportable.
Bilang isang tagahanga, ang pagiging kaibigan sa isang kasapi ng kanilang mga pamilya as labis para matugunan ang kasiyahan ng isang tagahanga para sa atensiyon. Subalit, huwag kang maging sobrang komportable na darating sa puntong makakasilip ka sa mga pangyayari sa prebado nilang buhay. Panatilihin ang iyong agwat. Mas iwas-problema sila kaya't panatilihing sibil ang inyong relasyon sa kanila.

5. Ang pagtangkilik sa mga produktong kanilang kinakatigan ay nangangahulugan din ng pagpapakita ng iyong suporta sa kanilang mga pinagsusumikapan at pagmamahal para sa fandom.

6. HUWAG BIBISITA SA MGA BAHAY NILA! Hintayin ang tamang panahon at lugar para maging malapit sa kanila.

7. Ang makita sila sa pampublikong lugar at paghingi sa kanila ng selfie ay ayos lang. Ang pagsama sa kanila sa iyong mga selfie ng walang pahintulot ay nagpapakita ng kakulangan sa iyong pagiging tagahanga. Suyuin mo sila. Ikaw din, baka hindi na ulit dumating ang pagkakataon.
Ang paghanga ay maganda kapag alam mong sila ay sikat. Ikaw ay tagahanga nila at alam na nila iyon. Huwag mong ipagkait sa iyong sarili ang pribilehiyo.

8. Huwag maniniwala at huwag magsasabi ng kahit anong hindi maganda laban sa mga tumutuligsa at mga kaaway. Kahit na ginagawa ito ng ibang mga tagahanga.
Sila Alden at Maine ay mga taong nagtataguyod ng kapayapaan at pagmamahal para sa lahat ng tao. Huwag mong mararamdaman na ang pagsira at ang pagyurak ng iba ay kinatutuwa at nagugustuhan dahil para ito sa fandom. Ang totoo, ginagawan mo ng pabor ang mga kalaban. Itikom mo na lang yan at panatilihing tahimik ang mga bagay-bagay.

9. Okupado ang mga tagahanga sa social media. Pero ang tagahanga na may nilalaman, at hindi umaasa sa iba, ay nangangahulugan na siya ay mas nakakabuti. (Salin: Maghanap ka naman ng pagkakabuhayan)

10. Maging mapagmalaki! (Siguraduhing alam ng lahat na ikaw ay isang miyembro ng AlDub Nation)
Wala nang hihigit pa sa isang tagahanga na pinapalaganap ang pag-ibig.

11. Huwag manonood mag-isa.
Mas mararamdaman mo ang kilig kapag may mga kasama ka na nanonood.

12. Kapag may mga episodes na hindi sila magkasama, dahil yun sa kanila dedikasyon at ang kanilang pagiging propesyonal. Ang hindi pagtuligsa sa kanila ay paggalang sa kani-kanilang personal na mithiin.

13. Ang mga tagahanga ay may kani-kaniyang network na sinusuportahan at minamahal. Makakatulong sa mga tagahanga ng AlDub Nation na ituon na lang ang pansin dito. Ang pagpunta sa iba para dumungaw at sumilip ay hindi magandang ideya. (Ang ibang tagahanga ay kadalasang nakapagsasabi ng hindi maganda kapag ginawa nila)
Dahil sa iyong kalagayan at naiaambag, dapat ay masaya ka na dahil rin sa good vibes na meron dito sa AlDub Nation. Hayaan na lang ang iba at maging masaya na lang ang lahat.

14. Hindi nagrereklamo ang mga tagahanga.
Hindi talaga dapat! Ang pagrereklamo ay napaka-isip-bata!

15. Bilang isang tagahanga, mag effort pa tayo ng mas mabuti.
Sa paglubog ng araw, nailabas na natin ang mga emosyon sa episode na napanood natin. Kahit ano man ang mangyari, kahit na maganda o hindi masyadong maganda ang episode, base na rin sa mga kuro-kuro ng iba, ang katapatan natin sa love team ay mas kinakailangang higit pa kaysa kahapon, dahil alam natin na palapit na ang tamang panahon.

16. Bigyan sila ng oras sa bahay pag alam na natin na pagod na sila.
Pag nakita natin si Alden at si Maine na buhay pa sa social media accounts nila, lalo na sa dakong madaling-araw paumaga, pakiusap lang, huwag niyo nang bahain yung feed nila, nangungulit kayo na pansinin nila kayo. Baka masyado silang natutuwa kaya sila hindi makatulog o pinapagod ang sarili para makatulog. Maging sensitibo tayo at bigyan na lang sila ng maikli, payak, at malambing na paalala na magpahinga na sila.

17. Normal lang sa mga tagahanga na may kaugnayan sila sa ibang fandom, lalo na sa mga bagay na gusto rin nila.
Sa panahon na kung saan pwede natin gamitin ang kapangyarihan na pumili, pakiusap lang, huwag naman maging hibang para isipin na sa AlDub lang tayo habang-buhay. Gusto ni Yaya ang One Direction and naaaliw si Alden sa The Beatles. Ayos lang kung mayroon tayong ibang kinagigiliwan.

18. Pag nakita mo sila sa pampublikong lugar, at nagbabalak kang palabasin na aksidente ang pagkakasalubong mo sa kanila, isipin mo: Ilan kayang aksidente ang pwede kong palabasin sa isang buwan?
Nasa pagitan lang yan ng kasama mo ang isang grupo sa barangay kung saan pinapakita ang Juan for All, o talagang stalker ka lang... Kakatakot.

19. Huwag gagawa ng mga kaaway sa loob ng fandom.
Pag pinakinggan mo ang ibang tagahanga, at ang mga kwento nila, malalaman mo na ang mundo ay puno ng pag-ibig, pero hindi ng pagmamahalan. Nasa iisang fandom lang tayo... Hello?!

20. Paalalahanan ang sarili na magdasal at maging mapagpasalamat sa lahat ng bagay na may kinalaman sa palabas - sa pagkaing kinain nabang nanonood, sa istorya, sa kalusugan nila, sa kilig, sa mga Lola, sa katatawanan, atbp.
Sa Diyos tayo ay nagtitiwala kaya ang kaugaliang mapagpasalamat ay kinakailangan.

21. Huwag gamitin ang iyong galit bilang armas. Ang mga haters ay malamang nakaramdam na niyan sa kapwa nila haters.
Nagbubunganga ang mga haters. Naninirang-puri din ang mga tumutuligsa. At kung sa dahilan lang na yon, ang isang kasapi ng AlDub Nation ay hindi kailangan gamitin ang galit para lang mailahad at mabigyang-linaw ang isang punto. Sa halip, gumamit ng magagandang salita, nakakaganang mga pangungusap, at good vibes para mapaikot ang mga bagay-bagay.

22. Iwaksi ang kagustuhang kamuhian ang mga hater.
Sa bawat pagkilos, ayon sa batas ni Newton, ay may kapareho at kabaligtaran na reaksyon.

23. Tanggalin sa isip na hindi sila ang magkakatuluyan.
Sa tagal ba naman ng aktingan nila, napaka-imposible na hindi mahulog ang damdamin nila sa isa't-isa. At dahil nahuhulog na sila, baka dumating ang panahon na sila ang magkatuluyan sa dambana... Sana. Bilang mga tagahanga, umaasa rin tayo sa tamang panahon.

24. Ang mga tagahangang lalaki, na may asawa na, ay hindi dapat mahiya bilang mga kasapi ng AlDub Nation, bilang isang panuntunan.

25. Ang tagahangang may talentong maibabahagi ay may dalawa ang isinasabuhay, at ang tagahanga ay buo na sa kanyang sarili. Ayos lang yan! Ang pagbabahagi ng iyong angking talento ay makakatulong sa iyo na maging buo.
Ang buhay ngayon sa makabagong mundo ay malaya na ang pagbabahagi ng iyong mga talento ng may sinseridad ay makakapagpaligaya ng ibang tao. Walang tao na walang talento na maipapakita.

26. Iwasan ang tukso na paliguan si Alden at Maine ng sobrang atensiyon. Baka may magawa ka na hindi dapat!
Ang sobrang pagmamahal ay pwedeng makapatay... Ng kahit sino...

27. Pag nagugulumihanan, mag-tweet!

28. Pag nasira na ang lahat, panoorin ulit ang unang episode!
Ang ibang tagahanga ng AlDub ay nagtatagal; ang iba hindi.

Hindi naman lahat ng nandito ay nasasaklaw ang lahat ng bagay, pero ang mga panuntunang ito ay higit pa sa sapat para matulungan ang isang tagahanga ng AlDub sa pagsuporta kay Alden at kay Maine ng pangmatagalan, sa tamang paraan. Hindi natin kailangang maging kabit. Bilang tagahanga, ang mga miyembro ng AlDub Nation ay dapat maging mga tao na may tamang pag-uugali at asal. Mayroon tayong class kagaya ni Maine. Dalisay tayo kagaya ng pinapakita ni Alden. Nawa'y magawa natin, sa abot ng ating makakaya, na ipagbunyi ang ano mang bagay na makakabuti para sa lahat!

Etiquette for AlDub Fans

In line with the recent movie called "Etiquette for Mistresses" and through Talla's suggestion, I have created the book-inspired rulebook that will serve as a guide to many of us AlDub fans on how to behave, carry ourselves, and show discipline as fans.

1. Know your Place
When you see Yaya Dub or Alden, remember that you're a fan, and nothing more. Don't let your emotions show in front of them. It could go bad. Keep your distance and respect their personal territory.

2. Even if they tell you it's okay, don't let that go to your head.
Alden and Maine are descent people who love their fans. They're not the type to let their fans down. So even if they tell you that what they're saying is okay, don't abuse them or push your luck. Equate their decency with some of your utmost courtesy.

3. Fans should be ready not to give up schoolwork, projects, exams, job interviews, or birthdays.
While members of the AlDub Nation are always into watching Kalyeserye, do not let it get in the way of your major commitments. Do not let your love for Alden and Maine be the cause of your distraction. Instead, have them as your inspiration. There's always a replay you could watch later.

4. Be friends with their family but avoid being too cozy.
As a fan, being a friend of a family member is more than enough to satisfy one's thirst for fan attention. However, don't be too comfortable that you might unintentionally pry into their private lives. Keep your distance still. They're less trouble-prone so just keep the relationship civil.

5. Patronizing the products they endorse also means that you are showing support to their endeavors and your love to the fandom.

6. DON'T VISIT THEIR HOUSE! Wait for the right time and place to be close to them.

7. To see them in public and asking them for a selfie is okay. Including them in your selfies without their consent shows your lack of the fan spirit. Ask them. Otherwise, the opportunity may not come again.
Fandom is lovely when you recognize their popularity. You're a fan and they are perfectly aware. Don't deny yourself of the privilege.

8. Never believe and never say anything unfriendly against their bashers and naysayers. Not even when other fans are doing so.
Alden and Maine are people that promotes peace and love among everyone. Don't feel that destroying or tearing down others are appreciated and liked just because they're for the fandom. You're actually doing the opposition a favor. Just zip it and keep things quiet.

9. Fans keep themselves busy in social media. But a fan who is a fan of substance, and is independent, means he or she is better. (Translation: Get a Life)

10. Be proud! (Make sure that everyone knows you're a member of the AlDub Nation.)
There is no better fan like a fan spreading the love.

11. Never watch alone.
The kilig always feels better when you have people watching together with you.

12. When they do not have episodes together, charge it to their dedication and professionalism. Not bashing them means respect to their personal goals.

13. Fans have their own networks to support and love. It is helpful for the fans of AlDub Nation to focus on their own. Jumping into the other to peek and check is not a good idea. (Some fans tend to say something bad when they do so.)
Because of your position and contribution, you should be already happy as you are with the good vibes here at the AlDub Nation. Let others be and leave everyone else just as happy.

14. Fans don't complain.
They shouldn't. Complaining is just so immature!

15. Being a fan, we should try harder.
At the end of the day, we exhaust our emotions watching the show. No matter what happens, whether the episode is good or not so good, according to the preference of a few, our loyalty to the love team should be stronger than yesterday, knowing that Tamang Panahon is on its way.

16. Give them some time at home as soon as we feel that they're tired.
When you see Maine or Alden being live on their social media accounts in the early morning, please do not flood their feeds with you asking to notice them. It's either they're too excited for sleep or they're tiring themselves to sleep. Be sensitive and just give them a short, simple, and sweet reminder for them to rest.

17. It is normal for a fan to be linked with other fandoms, preferably, something that they also love.
In the age where we can exercise the power of choice, please don't be too retarded thinking that it's just AlDub all the way. Yaya loves One Direction and Alden likes the Beatles. It's alright to have other preferences too.

18. If you see them in public and you're thinking of staging an accident of running into them, think: How many accidents can I pull of in one month?
It's either you're a fandom group in the barangay where Juan for All is airing, or you're plain stalking... Creepy.

19. Don't make unnecessary enemies within the fandom.
If you listen to other fans and their stories, the world is full of love and short on loving. We're just for one fandom... Hello?!

20. Remind yourself to pray and be thankful for everything about the show -- the food you ate while watching, the plot, their health, the kilig, the Lolas, the laughter, etc.
In God you trust so your act of gratitude is a must.

21. Don't use your anger as a weapon. Haters probably had enough of that from their fellow haters.
Haters nag. Bashers malign. If only for that reason, a member of the AlDub Nation doesn't use anger to stress and make the point. Rather, use nice words, encouraging statements, and good vibes to turn things around.

22. Resist the urge to hate the hater.
For every action, according to Newton's Law, there is an equal and opposite reaction.

23. Perish the thought that they'll never be the one.
They have been acting for so long that it's impossible not for them to fall in love. And because they are falling, it might end up that they will marry each other... Hopefully. As a fan, we're the ones to hope for Tamang Panahon.

24. Married men who are fans don't shy themselves away as members of the AlDub Nation, as a rule.

25. A fan with talents to share leads a double life, while a fan is already complete in itself. Cheer up! Sharing your talents will make you whole.
Life in this modern world is so open that sharing your talents sincerely will make people happy. There is no such thing as a person who has no talent to show.

26. Resist the urge to shower Alden and Maine with too much attention. You might do something you shouldn't!
Too much love will kill... Anyone...

27. When in doubt... Tweet!

28. When all else fails, watch episode 1!
Some AlDub fans last; some do not.

These may not cover everything else, but these rules should be more than enough to sustain an AlDub fan into supporting Alden and Maine in the long run, in the right light. We don't have to be mistresses. As fans, members of the AlDub Nation should be individuals that have the etiquette and the decorum . We have class just as Maine does. We are refined just like what Alden shows. May we do our best to uphold anything that would benefit everyone.

Pag-intindi sa Pagiging Indipendente

Sa loob ng mahigit tatlong buwan, nasanay na ang lahat sa atin na nakikitang magkasama sila Alden at Maine sa Eat Bulaga, sa Kalyeserye, sa mga commercial, sa standee, at sa mga pictures, saan mang lugar. At aminin natin, natutuwa tayo sa nakikita natin. Ramdam natin ang kilig sa presensiya nilang dalawa, lalo na kapag ginagawa na nilang magpalitan ng mga emosyon sa TV. Mismong makita lang natin sila, kahit saglit lang, ay napapangiti tayo. Marinig lang natin ang mga kantang dina-Dubsmash nila, napapahinto tayo at nakakaramdam ng saya sa tuwing naaalala natin sila. Parte na sila ng buhay ng maraming Pilipino, at mahirap isipin kung hindi sila kumpleto.

Bilang sa mga daliri natin kung ilang beses natin nakitang wala si Maine o si Alden sa Kalyeserye. Alam ng production team kung gaano kahirap ang mawala sila. Kaya kahit anong posibleng paraan ang maisip nila, same day flights man yan pabalik-balik, ay gagastos sila huwag lang madismaya ang mga nag-aantabay sa pinakamatinding tambalan sa bansa ngayon. Minsan, kahit masama na ang pakiramdam nila, pinipilit pa rin nilang magpakita para sa mga taong giliw na giliw sa kanilang paglalambingan.

Taas kamay ako sa pagiging propesyonal nilang dalawa. Bagamat sa kanilang edad na kadalasan ay iresponsable sa oras at mga commitments ang mga bata, hindi sila nagkukulang sa inaasahan sa kanila. Kahit na nasa bingit na sila ng kamatayan, kagaya ng nangyari kay Yaya Dub sa kasal nila ni Frankie, gagawin pa rin nilang sumipot at gawin ang trabaho nila. Yan ang klase ng work ethic mayroon si Alden at Maine, at sana ay tularan din natin.

Sa madaling sabi, hindi po nila kagustuhan ang mahiwalay sa piling ng isa't isa. Nakikita naman natin ang pagkahumaling nilang dalawa sa papel na kanilang ginagampanan. Dahil sa mga totoong nagmamahal sa kanilang mga trabaho, wala nang mas sasaya pa sa pakiramdam na nakakapagpaligaya ng tao. Alam kong yun ang sentimiyento nilang dalawa.

Aminin man natin o hindi, ang AlDub ay binubuo ng dalawang taong pinagbuklod ng sambayanan... Si Alden, at si Yaya Dub. Oo, dalawang magkahiwalay na tao na gumaganap sa papel ng isang poging manliligaw at isang yayang nag-aalaga sa kanyang Lola Nidora.

Darating ang panahon na kailangang mapansin ang bawat isa sa kanila ayun sa kani-kanilang mga talento at galing. Hindi sapat para sa isang indibidwal na lagi kang tali sa ka-love team mo. Paano kung may mga proyekto na sa isa lamang ibibigay? Hindi naman din pwede na maisama ang isa pa dahil may mga sarili din siyang mga tungkulin na kailangang gampanan. Bakit mahirap intindihin yun sa iba sa atin? Hindi ba't si Alden ay Alden at si Yaya ay si Maine? Kahit ang mag-asawa ay kailangan ding magsarili ng landas paminsan-minsan upang mabigyan ang sarili ng pagkakataon na mahalin at umunlad.

Isang bagay ang malinaw: sa tuwing di sila magkasama, naglalabas ng sama ng loob, pagkadismaya, at minsan ay galit dahil wala ang isa sa kanila. Hindi naman lahat ng miyembro ng AlDub Nation ay ganoon. Pero mayroong iba sa atin na hindi lubusang nakakaintindi.

Kailangan nating tanggapin ang katotohanan na hindi sila lagi pwedeng pagsamahin. Sa endorsements, mas mahal ang budget kung dalawa sila. Sa mall tours, mas focus ang gaya ni Alden na mainstay na sa Kapuso Network. Sa mga palabas, wala namang kontrata si Maine para maisali sa mga shows na nandoon si Alden, gaya na lang halimbawa ng Sunday PinaSaya. Bagamat yun ang gusto ng karamihan, hindi lahat ng desisyon ay pabor sa mga fans.

Oo, sabihin natin na ang fans ang dahilan kaya't nabuo ang pambansang love team na ito, at utang na loob ng AlDub ang kanilang pagsikat sa AlDub Nation. Pero hindi natin pwede ipagdamot sa kanila na sila ay tao rin na may kapangyarihan na mamili sa kani-kanilang mga pangarap na gustong abutin. Gayun din, mga bagay na kailangan nilang pagtuunan ng pansin, oras, at panahon. Hindi natin sila binayaran. Kalabisan ang abusuhin ang karapatan nilang maging malaya ayon sa kanilang mga desisyon sa buhay. Hayaan natin silang lumago ayon sa sarili nilang landasin.

Iwasan natin na maging madamot at mapangkutya sa mga pagkakataon na iba ang mga lakad ni Alden. Ni hindi natin lawakan ang pag-intindi at unawain na lang natin siya. Mahirap ang kalagayan niya na matambakan ng mga commitments, kaliwa't kanan. Pero kahit na pagod na, nanghihina, at minsan ay nagkakasakit, patuloy pa rin siya sa pagtugon sa tawag ng entablado na pasayahin ang mga fans sa buong bansa at sa ibang dako ng mundo. Huwag tayong maging hitad na magiging basher at KSP dahil wala si Alden sa Kalyeserye.

Mismong mga fans pa pala ang sisira sa imahe na nais ipabatid ni Alden at Maine sa mga tao: maunawain, mapagpakumbaba, masunurin, marunong tumupad sa pangako, marunong makisama. Huwag ganoon! Sila mismo ang nasasaktan sa tuwing may iba sa AlDub Nation na mas pinapahalagahan ang pansariling interes na hindi man lang magtanong kung bakit nangyayari sa kanila ang mga bagay bagay. Huwag naman sana tayo mapahiya bago tayo matauhan.

Kung mahal natin sila Alden at Maine, buo ang suporta natin kahit magkasama o hiwalay man sila sa kani-kanilang mga hangarin at ambisyon. Sa kanilang pagsikat bilang indibidwal, iparamdam natin sa kanila na kahit hiwalay man sila, kagaya ng 1,701 na isla sa bansa, ay matatawag pa rin silang AlDub, sama sa Pilipinas. Intindihin natin ang pagiging indipendente nila. Malay niyo, magsawa din silang magkahiwalay na totohanin na nila ang magsama dahil hindi na sila sanay na mawalay sa piling ng isa't isa? Suporta lang tayo at walang bibitiw sa love team na nakakaaliw, ay ubod ng giliw!